Duett with Majsan. :D

Wish list. ;)

Loser

I thought I was gonna win against this cold but today it got the best of me.
I slept till 2pm and then I had to call work and say I'm sick.
Not much use in going to work with snot constantly dripping from my nose. lol
I was really, really tired today. Stayed in bed most of the day re-reading my favourite books.
I just finished the first part of the trilogy. I guess it's called the Darkangel trilogy as that is the name of the first book. I read them the first time when I was in seventh grade I think but they're still my favourite books.
They're supposed to be "childrens books" but they're really for any age I think. It's a magnificent fairy tale of a young girl becoming a woman through her adventures to save her world, our moon, in a very distant future.
The books are written by Meredith Ann Pierce.

So I've been reading all day. Took pauses to eat leftover pizza and watch glee and our swedish Hollywood wives on tv.

When reading I feel less lonely.
I still miss someone.


I just hate leaving things...unfinished. Unresolved.
But I guess I need patience.

Some day my prince will come, right? ;)

My limit.

I'm ok with my health most of the time but it's hard being at work.

It's hard enough having RA, I don't want to have to explain to people everyday why I can't do certain things at work. If I say I'm sick they just think "well everyone's a little sick" and they think I'm lazy and give me dirty looks.
I don't want to have to talk about it so much. That just starts with the pity from them and it makes me feel worse.

I have to live with this for the rest of my life and it's not gonna go away or get better.
I can't find a boyfriend because I'm so picky. I live alone. I have no one to help me if I happen to need help with something other people take for granted.

Like I said, most of the time I'm ok but I have a limit to how stong I can be and I reached it today.

Sonet

Sigh no more ladies, sigh no more. Men were deceivers ever. One foot in sea and one on shore. To one thing constant never. Then sigh not so but let them go, and be you blight and bonnie. Converting all your sounds of woe into hey nonny, nonny!

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Something that made me lol.

If I was like that when I am drunk I'd freak out if I looked in my closet. lol

Trying out blogger droid.

Yesterday I went to a piano bar with my friends. It's a cool place at the top of a skyscraper but it got really crowded so we moved on to another place. It was a fun night.

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Yep.

One month to christmas.

(random pic)

December is the worst month at my job.
Too much mail.

Recently I've been shopping alot from eBay.
It's really great.
I bought gemstones, beads, nail art stuff and lots more.
Gotta put a hold on it now though because I really don't have much money.

I've been unable to work full time for a while now, because of my RA, so I haven't been able to save any money every month.
It's not like I'm poor but I'm sure not rich...yet!

Today I've been day dreaming about meeting some of my favourite musicians. lol
Just think it'd be alot of fun to actually hang out with them in person.
Since I'm always so lonely IRL I'll dream about rock stars. lol

I started watching the new season of Hell's Kitchen.
Wish I had a personal chef.
Someone who's really great at asian food. Someone who'll cook wierd, delicious asian food for me. lol
I'm hungry now.

Here are some false nails I made! I'm proud. I think they're really cute.
And no, I don't have 12 fingers. Just wasn't sure what size to use so I made an extra pair.

Well, I'll go get something to eat now and then continue watching Hell's Kitchen!

Weekend.

I guess I won't be enjoying it so much because I really need to do laundry and clean.
I need to stay home.
No more spontanious trips, staying too long and feeling unwanted.
(I had a little adventure last weekend.)

Went to the hospital today for my regular blood test. Do it every other week.
Gotta make sure my liver's not messed up by the RA medicine.
My test results have been great so far.

Then I went to my friend and picked up a "new" DVD player and wireless router I bought from him.
Yay, no more dragging the net cable around at home. I gotta test the DVD player tomorrow.
It's supposed to be region free. I need that for my japanese DVDs to work!

My sugar detox is going pretty good. Got lots of great tea to enjoy.
I have a craving for chocolate right now though.

Gonna eat more chicken wings and start watching Fringe now.

The complications of trying not to be complicated.

I've been acting stupid and silly.

I thought I was stronger.

I realize I can't make him care about me.

Giving up is hard. I don't want to but I guess I should.

No more clinging. No more dreams.

Just friends.

Feelings?

Don't tell me you love me a little if you don't think you could ever love me more.

kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo

"sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
"sayonara" ni naku futari de itai
omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide

Halloween!

First time trying on ganguro make-up! Ahhh I can't wait to go out looking like this tomorrow! lol
I'll look as crazy as the real thing. Lots of accessories and platform shoes! I'm exited, yay!

Portrait.

김성민

Methotrexate

Started on medication for my RA.
I hope it goes well.
I got three differrent pills to take! And a schedule to follow when taking them.

I'm staying at my parents house for a week. Been here 3 days now.
Wasn't planning on staying so long so I have to go home and get some stuff tonight.
I gotta get my ps3! I miss playing NIER.
That game is great. It has awesome music too.

I bought a new iPod nano on apple store. Maybe I won't be home when they deliver it.
Anyway I can go get it from the post office later.

I want to buy a new tv. I want a Samsung 3D tv.
I want a white one but they have no white 3D tvs yet. Maybe I should wait a little longer.

What's life?

I can't decide if I want to play Nier or watch Coffee Prince.
I can't decide if I should fight or give up.

I feel so unlucky in love.

I want a cocktail but that'll probably just make me sleepy.
Tomorrow I'm going out. It's culture night.
Lot's of stuff happening everywhere in town.
My friends band is playing.

I slept alot today. So tired.
Got my period.
I was almost wishing I would be pregnant.
Some way to force change.
To not be ignored anymore.



Everything is just a dream.

Dollface

Pics of the doll I did make-up for.
She looks pretty hot!
More pics and my friends cool art can be seen here!

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Tea.

As you may or may not know, I love tea.
I'm becoming quite a snob or maybe a nerd. lol

Since I've been taking a couple of trips to Stockholm lately, I've been shopping tea in The Tea Centre Of Stockholm. It's a famous tea shop and they have great asian tea. I've been shopping from them online since last year but it's always nice to visit the real shop.
I'm always looking for a good Sencha and they have that! The most I find in other places are pretty bad and smelling too much like hay or some other herbs.
In the shop I bought Japanese Secha, Bai Mu Dan (Chinese white tea), Jasmin Pearl Mountain, Green Cherry, Shui Hsien Oolong and Söderblandning (the shops own famous blend), and a can of maccha.

I've also been trying some Yogi Tea. I love the Black Chai and the Choco Aztec Spice!
So yummy to drink with milk. It's like a dessert. I don't put any sugar in it. I don't think it needs it.
I like to take some cream in my oolong but all the green teas I never put cream, milk or sugar in.

Blends can be ok but I think they're often full of artificial flavours. I prefer drinking just pure tea.
I don't really consider the cheap tea bags (Lipton, Twinnings e.t.c) to be real tea. I'm so snobby. lol
Also I would never buy Lipton because it's owned by Unilever.

It's amazing how different tea can taste. Even if it's all from the same plant, depending on where it's grown and how it's processed after picking, it tastes so different. That's what I think is interesting about tea. If you're interested about learning more about tea, I recommend this great book (in Swedish). Te - från Sencha till Lapsang - Petter Bjerke, Vernon Mauris

I often go drink some great chinese tea at Mälarchoclaterie. They also have amazing chocolate. I love that shop.

At home I alway use my beautiful little tea pot that I bought in Japan for green tea. I like looking around in second hand shops for small tea pots. I almost never use big ones since the tea leaves can be brewed 2-3 times.
I would like to buy a plain glass pot and an unglazed clay pot. Tea pots can be pretty expensive so I'm always happy to find one second hand. I have a nice little collection now.

Some of my tea pots and my favourite cup.


 Wow, long post about tea. I guess that proves what a nerd I am. lol

Package from Japan arrived!

Arigatou Mika!＼(＾▽＾*)

I woke up when a postal delivery guy rang my doorbell.
Why do they always have to deliver packages so early?
Anyway, it was a great way to start the day.

I got alot of beautiful Yuzen origami paper.
And some beautiful presents!
A wallet, mirror and towel!
The wallet is perfect! It has a little chain so it can be used as a kind of small hand bag and it even fits my new Samsung Galaxy S! So I will probably use it alot. (＾▽＾)




ありがとうございます！

Horoscope

Your capacity to be tactless is matched today only by other people's ability to be equally rude. The planetary configuration indicates that you have every opportunity to set the record straight with someone who needs talking to. If this concerns a permanent relationship, the sooner the better. If it's only a light flirtation, maybe it's time to take the record off altogether and play another tune.

What's going on?

I wanna know.

But I just wait.

A little longer and then...

Just a thought.

I want to be the reality you don't want to escape from but I also want to be your dream.

Weekend is over but still vacation!

I bought a new phone! A Samsung Galaxy S! Finally! Wohooo! lol

I love it! It's awesome. 

There was a sale at Panduro (crafts store) this weekend.

50% off everything because they're moving. I shopped for like 1000kr.

Now I have so much stuff to make jewelry! Yay!

I had a visit from Ting this weekend too.

He sure sleeps alot. :p

Watched a few movies. 

Solomon Cane was pretty good.

And because Ting had never seen it we watched Legend with Tom Cruise.

That old movie is really well made. It holds up well even today! And it's great.

Now I feel like watching more old fantasy movies.

Trying to install software on my laptop now so I can connect my phone.

Well, I'll post some pics later, maybe.

More food and lazy sunday.

Heh. I'm proud of my cooking and that I am actually cooking again instead of just boiling eggs. lol
This is todays lunch and dinner.

Think it looks yummy?
It was. ;D
The bacon and onion fry was the best part. I love bacon.

Today is also laundry day. For some reason I really like doing laundry. Maybe it's the smell of clean clothes and how I feel exited about wearing them after they're all clean and fresh that does it.

I'm making some earrings too. I've got so many now. Soon I can start selling more and more. Looking forward to starting my own buisness and getting it going for real.

Dinner.

Organic beef, mushrooms and creamed spinach with cold green tea.

Things of beauty.

I love these leggings from Lindex. So much that I got two pairs. lol

Flowers I got from my aunt on my names day. So pretty!

Wooo! Vacation!

Three wonderful weeks of NO work.

The theme for my vacation will be "Creating Beauty".

This is todays lunch. Mmmm nom. :3

Sausage is not the most healthy food (because of additives) but it was on sale and it's so yummy. Mushrooms with basil and sea salt.
Green tea and some extra omega-3 and vitamin-D.

Today I'll finish the doll make-up, make jewelry, play FFXIII and maybe watch a movie.
I'm so in the flow.

Stockholm.

Pretty spontanious trip to Stockholm today.
I woke up 8 am and I was so tired on the train later but it felt right.

I like Stockholm more and more these days. ;)

Today I went to meet my new friend.
I bought some clothes and a top I would never buy if I was by myself but I like it and now I figured out the perfect pants to mach it with too.
After shopping we ate ramen at ki mama. They have pretty tasty ramen, a bit expensive but it's the only ramen place in Stockholm so, no choice. lol

All in all it was a pretty great day and I'm happy I could spend some more time with my friend.

Tomorrow is the start of a long new week of work but after that I have three weeks vacation.
I'll probably be in Stockholm alot. Hehe.

Good night!

Why we should eat fat!

Wise Traditions UK - Barry Groves from Wise Traditions UK on Vimeo.


This is so good. Please watch it.
It could save your life.

Scary how our brains are shrinking.
Those visions about a high tech future might never be reality.
If it keeps going were it is now I think thechnology will end up ruling us.
I'm not gonna let my brain shrink!
And I sure as hell don't want cancer.

I'm so glad I started going back to this traditional diet over a year ago.
I do feel much better now and I lost alot of weight!

Get smart, eat fat!

A playlist of some good songs.

Myspace playlist of songs I like and listen to often.

Music is so important in my life. I can't live without it.

If I couldn't listen to music I would wither away and die.

About the artists and songs on the playlist;

RADWIMPS has great songs with amazing lyrics and great vocals.

Oshakashama is one of the best songs I have ever heard. The lyrics question mankind and religion.

SHINee is a K-pop band I just recently listened to. Total boy band but somehow I like it.

Lucifer is the first song I heard by them. It has a really shiny video. lol

Naul is a Korean soul singer with an amazing voice. I just can't get enough of his cover album "Back to the soul flight"

Gero or 귀로 (Gwilo?) is the only song from the album I could find on myspace but I love it even though I don't understand the lyrics.

Laleh is a great Swedish artist. I love her unique sound and beautiful voice.

Snö is just such a beautiful love song.

Dir En Grey is one of my favourite rock bands. Geniuses.

Dozing Green is better in japanese but this version is great too.

Does is a band that had opening songs for one of my favourite animes, Gintama. Good rock music.

Donten has such great energy.

If you listen I hope you enjoy.

Ties

I believe that everyone is connected to eachother by some invisible force.
Sometimes we find people and create stronger ties to them.
From one heart to another like a thread that can reach anywhere.
Maybe some people think they can cut these threads and never be connected to the other person again.
I can't. I feel like it's always going to be there as long as I remember that person.
If it's someone I have cared even a little about I will always remember that person. I will always care.
I will always forgive the other person for trying to cut our ties. Because I will still care.
There are some persons who has cut their ties to me but I am still connected to them.
I think about them often. I wonder if they ever think of me.
Is it just me who just can't throw away people I care about?
If a person wants to cut their ties with me I won't stop them or try to keep them but I will still care about them even though I will leave them alone. If it's their wish, I won't bother them.

To the people who cut their ties to me I want to say; I still care about you and think about you and I hope you are all well wherever you are.

We're all still here under the same sky.

I'm not in love.

Why did I sleep so long today?
Thought I'd wake up around 9am but no.

I'm so dissapointed.

Go on take everything!

Having a little Hole revival today.

I love Courtney Love.

My hair inspired me to listen to Hole today. Messy, dirty, blonde. lol

I'm feeling so Doll Parts.

Trying to do make up on my friends doll.

I wish I had an airbrush but I think I'm doing pretty well.

She looks super creepy without eyes. lol

I've been helping alot of people lately.

Maybe I can ask someone for help too soon. 

I think I have earned enough points or something. 

Isn't that how it works? I don't know. lol

So many ideas in my head!

I think I could come up with a theory and possible answer to any question right now. lol
Brain working overtime lately.
Maybe it's because of my diet.

Had a great weekend and then some.

Need to have a business meeting soon with my friend so we can get this thing rolling.

I only have saturday off this week. I guess I'll survive but my body hurts in a new place every day.

Soon I'll be rich and I won't have to work in the "salt mine" anymore!

Shoe design.

Hjälp mig att vinna, rösta på mina skor här!

Hjälp mig att vinna, rösta på mina skor här!

It's like...

It's like not completely understanding the words to a song you really like.
Like you know that if you're understanding it right it might become your favourite song because the melody is one of the most beautiful you've ever heard.

It's like my brain says "Yes, of course!" but my heart says "I'm not ready yet."

It's like not being healthy or sick but somewhere in between.

It's like this and my brain keeps trying to solve problems that don't really exist.

It's like I know I am understood and I understand too but something is holding it back.

It's like I need to be surprised. I need something unexpected to happen.

Jumpstart my heart.

Vacation week!

Did I pick a great week or what?
Sunny and warm (hot) every day so far.

Haven't really done much. Cleaning my apartment. Been shopping.
Today I'm going to visit my parents.
Going to buy lots of bacon at the meat shop in my hometown.

Later this week a friend is coming over to help me fix my dvd player and we'll talk about my business idea.

Anyway, when I finish cleaning everyone is welcome! ;D
I accepted a couchsurfing request for the end of the month. A whole family from Turkey!
I think it'll be fun. :D

Still haven't decided if I'm going anywhere on my long vacation in August.
Japan is out o the picture but I might take som last minute flight somewhere else.

Right now I'm pretty exited about the future!

Language.

Lately I feel like my language is becoming a little wierd. Mostly just when I speak swedish though. I'm using words that are not so common and frasing myself in non ordinary ways.

It's not like I'm really trying to do it. It's just how it pops into my head as I say or write something.

I'm grammatically correct, just kindof elaborate?

Can't really explain it.

Maybe it's just some strange phase in my life that I'll get over soon.

Maybe It'll just get worse and soon even less people will be able to understand me. ;D

Vacation

Almost time for a weeks vacation. Just a taste until I take 3 more weeks in August.

I won't be going to Japan this year. I miss it alot but many of my friends just don't have time

for me so I'll stay home.

Looking forward to wearing white! I can't wear it when I work because I'd get dirty.

Also I'll be using my awesome false nails that I bought in Japan years ago. Haha!

Only two more days to go.

Oh, there's this thing...

I haven't been blogging much lately.

Been home from work because my shoulder hurt alot. Must be some kind of inflammation.

It's getting better so I'm not worried.

When the pain goes away I think I want to go swimming. It's been a long time and I really like being in the water. I need some form of exercise.

Can't be fat and lazy forever.

When I'm at home alone like this I can't help thinking about life.

What to do, who to trust.

Boys...worry me.

Even if there's someone I really like who says he likes me too, I'm afraid to trust that.

Last time someone swore he loved me it was all bullshit.

Everytime I try to grasp love it just runs through my fingers like sand.

Somehow though, it leaves me feeling emptier than before every time.

I don't blame myself though.

I've done nothing wrong.

Loving is never wrong.

Right?

Right now I've realized my computer is my best friend. Isn't that tragic? Hah!

But lately I've mostly been waiting for someone. Someone I feel is special.

I want more time with this person.

And a meeting in real life.

This week I started planning for a trip to Japan.

Only reason I want to go is to see my friends.

I'm not a tourist anymore. I don't need much shopping.

Still haven't booked a ticket though. I'm unsure.

It doesn't feel like I should go this year.

I just don't feel welcome.

I'm afraid it'll be like last year.

So the more I think about it I feel like I won't go.

I don't want to be alone there. And I feel like I'd just be a burden to my friends.

There's really not much point in me going.

I know someone wants to see me but I can't just go for a week.

The longer I wait the more expensive the tickets get.

Right now I'm just waiting.

The white nights are coming soon.

I want a new bicycle.

I want a healthy body.

I want to fall in love, with all my heart, with someone who loves me back the same way.

I want to be rich and be able to go anywhere, anytime.

I want to go to South Korea.

I want to learn Japanese and Korean.

So much I want but all I do is sit and dream.

Maybe it's time to wake up.

glaset

Jag sitter här på andra sidan

och försöker belasta glaset

med tankar och känslor

tills det spricker och du sugs in till mig.

When work is fun.

Photo by Henrik Pilerud.

Did some work as a make-up artist last week with my friend Henrik Pilerud. He's a great photographer! We worked with Swedish rockers Psychopunch. It was alot of fun! It looks so warm in the picture but I was freezing! Doing make-up on guys who never have worn make-up is fun. I can't wait to see how the pictures turned out! :D

Wow, crazy night out!

I went out with a friend just to have some fun, and fun it was!
Found a beautiful boy in a club. It's been a while since I did anything like that.
Flirting, dancing, going to an afterparty...yeah it was fun.
Once in a while even I feel like being social.

I wonder what people think of me. I wonder what they thought of me.


Tomorrow I'll be doing make up on a photoshoot with a band called Psychopunch.
Will be fun, It's been a while since I did that too.

It's only midnight but I'm already so tired. Didn't get much sleep last night.
Party, party. ;D

Easy come, easy go...

I wonder if I'll ever get to talk to him again.
The boy with the greatest smile.

Love horoscope.

Conversation could become very exciting, with today's position of the heavenly bodies. You may not realize just how truly entertaining the sound of vowels and syllables rolling off the tongue can be, and how much they can improve your love life. You don't need to lay a finger on your sugar honey to get them in the right mood - you just need to talk them into submission.

Interesting!
Can't wait for tonight. Hihi!

LM.C

Wooh! Great concert!

Not many people there but that made it feel more intimate and cozy. ^^

Few things make me as happy as getting a look and smile from Maya and Aiji.

Mayas MC-ing was fun and he's really good at english now.

As usual I managed to get to second row in the audience, even though I went in last.

Stood behind a girl who was a whole head shorter than me so I felt like I was in front row. :D

I wish they would've had another record signing though. OR an afterparty!

It's my dream to just get to talk to them. Have a conversation.

I want to know what goes on in their heads. lol

I hope they come back soon!

Lazy sunday.

Been watching moves, bleaching hair, doing laundry...

Had fun last night on stickam.jp. Met some new friends.

Funny, cute people. :D

I don't really want to be alone today.

When I'm in this mood my thoughts keep going to him, the one I lost, or never really had.

Being close to someone and then just losing all contact is so wierd.

It's a sad thing even if he hurt me alot.

I miss him.

I've been eating way too much sugar lately. It has to stop.

My skin is getting so bad. :(

Next week I'll be strict and just eat eggs again.

Even if I feel sad now I'm sure there's good times ahead.

I can't lose hope.

The snow will melt soon.

New week.

So I try not to think about what has happened. It's hard though.

Hard to just stop caring about someone. But I'm fine.

Spent the weekend at my parents, in my hometown.

Ate way too much unheathy stuff. Pizza, cola, candy...

Gotta go back to eggs this week.

Next weekend I was thinking maybe I'd go to Stockholm. Not sure now though.

I kinda need to stay home and think too. Think about startin my own company.

My jewelry is getting popular and I feel like I should make something of it.

Maybe it could be successful.

Don't know much about buisness though. I just know that I don't want to spend my

life working for someone else.

Thinking about life.

I wish the arms that welcome me wasn't so far away.

Rings.

I now have posted some pictures of my ring designs in my jewelry blog.

Check it out.

How to succeed?

Now that I have tried something the only two ways I could think of and neither worked, what do I do next time?

Ah, but I guess it wasn't all up to me anyway.


Both times I tried it was already doomed from the start.

I don't like secrets. I don't like being lied to. I don't like playing jealousy games.

A truly strong person is someone who can talk about their feelings.

I used to keep it all inside. I will be more selfish now.

I had some good practice.

These last months has changed me as a person and made me stronger.

Thank you.

My words of wisdom. lol

When you let your pride hurt others you don't really have anything to be proud of. Truly strong people don't need that kind of pride.

Why be sad if you just lose something you never really had?

So what now?

Do I feel like I wasted six months?
Maybe.
I had alot of emotions invested.
I do feel like I learned something about myself.
I meant everything I said though.
Never been that honest before.
Honesty doesn't help if the other person doesn't trust what you say.
There was nothing I could do.
I tried my best.

Time to have fun and be myself again!

Congratulations world. ;D

It's over again.

I'm so sick of this I don't even care anymore.
I accept what has been said and will move on.
I thought I had found my equal.

The aren't many people who can truly be my friends.

I wasn't looking for love so I shouldn't be so sad that I didn't really find it.
Right?

So I'm thinking this is for the best.

Learn from the bad and then forget it.
Remember the good and cherish those memories.

Let time heal the damage done and move on.

No use crying over broken dreams because they were only dreams.

Time to wake up.

I have my whole amazing life waiting for me!

Sigh no more...

Sigh no more ladies,
Sigh no more,
Men were decievers ever,
One foot in sea,
and one on shore,
To one thing constant never,
Then sigh not so,
But let them go,
And be you bithe and bonny,
Converting all
your sounds of woe,
Into hey nonny nonny!

女のみち

wish I had the range to sing this...

Stuck.

So I didn't get a new job.

Hope that's because there's something better waiting for me out there.

For now I feel stuck.

I want to leave here and go to where my love is but I have to wait.
I'm not welcome there yet.

I just want to be happy.

I'll keep trying.

Still holding on to my dream.

Again.

All I could think about when you called me today was how beautiful you are.

I was surprised you called.

Why did you call?

Did you want to end it the way you did?

Was that why you called?

Love horoscope.

Don't settle for second best when only true love will do. You may have had many opportunities lately to make a love connection, but remember that love can't be measured in quantity. It's far more important that you hold out for quality, especially when it comes to matters of the heart.


So true.

Hanamachi collection.

This is the new style of my earrings. Made with beautiful paper from Kyoto.

A little bit smaller and colorful.

I wish I had a better camera.

Some one, point a camera at me.

If you could see our lifes as an asian tv drama, would you be able to understand my feelings then?

Natal chart for me!

Planetary Positions at Birth (February 28, 1981 at 13:58 GMT) Sun: 09º 55' in Pisces Moon: 26º 59' in Sagittarius Mercury: 20º 01' in Aquarius Venus: 00º 26' in Pisces Mars: 17º 06' in Pisces Jupiter: 08º 32' in Libra Saturn: 08º 24' in Libra Uranus: 00º 05' in Sagittarius Neptune: 24º 39' in Sagittarius Pluto: 23º 57' in Libra Aspects Conjunction: Jupiter Saturn 0º Conjunction: Moon Neptune 2º Conjunction: Sun Mars 7º Quincunx: Sun Jupiter 1º Quincunx: Sun Saturn 1º Semi-Sextile: Mercury Mars 2º Sextile: Mercury Neptune 4º Sextile: Moon Pluto 3º Sextile: Moon Venus 3º Sextile: Neptune Pluto 0º Square: Venus Uranus 0º Trine: Mercury Pluto 3º Trine: Venus Pluto 6º The Sun in Pisces The Sun and its place on your chart are the most important information astrology can provide you with. Your most powerful energies and force-of-will are denoted by the Sun's position. Traits: Imaginative, Sensitive, Compassionate, Kind, Selfless, Unworldly, Intuitive and Sympathetic Dark Traits: Escapist And Idealistic, Secretive And Vague, Weak-Willed And Easily Led You were born during a period when the Sun was in Pisces. Pisceans are spiritual beings ruled by their feelings. Their journey through life will involve much soul searching and retreat into that hazy world which exists between the real and the unreal. While they are very happy traveling the paths of their inner world, the Piscean compassion and need to help others will ensure they return to the real world regularly. Pisceans tend to go where life takes them. If they do not like their current direction, they simply retreat into themselves until their direction changes. One of the great dangers for the Pisceans is they sometimes become so involved in their dreams and fantasies they find it difficult to separate fact from fantasy. Another danger is that their docile nature makes it easy for others to take advantage of them. Pisceans must not allow themselves to become detached from those around them, because they will become depressed, pessimistic and languid. The gentle Pisceans are usually far too shy to tout their talents, which in the arts may be formidable. Their compassion and empathy seems to be without bounds, which makes them a great ally for anyone. Sun Conjunct Mars You are ripe with masculine energy! There is nothing meek about either your mental or physical self. You love competition and winning. Often your physical prowess is expressed sexually. You are not one to allow others to set boundaries for you and may react ruthlessly when someone tries to.

Moon In Sagittarius The placement of the Moon on your chart denotes a region of life you travel through based upon your instincts. The Moon's placement often points to emotional issues we must address. Because you are so warm and kindhearted you are blessed with a lengthy list of friends. You can be the life of any party! You are the eternal optimist. Where others see obstacles that cannot be overcome, you see challenges to that make life more interesting. You have a playful spirit and are always ready for a new adventure. Your need to maintain a positive attitude makes you uncomfortable when you or anyone has problems even you cannot see a solution for. The emotional problems of others may make you flee. For you friends may be as important as love. Indeed, it is likely your mate is your best friend and a mentor. You need a circle of friends who encourage your endeavors and share your positive attitude. Moon Sextile or Trine Venus You have a marvelous gift for letting those you love know how deeply you care for them. Your loved ones are very comfortable around you, because they know that while you ay not agree with them, you do accept them for who they are Moon Conjunct Neptune You do not do well when regularly confronted with the cruelties and injustices of our world. You are such a gentle soul and so able to empathize with the pains of others that their pain becomes yours if you don't retreat into your kinder, gentler inner world. Moon Sextile or Trine Pluto You thrive on intense emotional situations and unrestrained passion. The world's many mysteries enthrall you. Although deeply emotional, you are very good at keeping your feelings in check when events call for a cool head and clear thinking.

Mercury In Aquarius The position of Mercury on your chart will give you insight into how you communicate with others and learn. Your keen intellect is never mired down by subjectivity. You are extremely creative and often come up with innovative answers to very difficult problems. You are comfortable with your intellect and trust it to guide your way. When you know you're right about something you do not hesitate to state for you view or plan of action. On those rare times when you make a mistake you do not make excuses or hesitate to admit you were wrong. You love intellectual freedom and will defend yours and others right to have unique opinions and solutions. You have found that you can learn from almost anyone, and make those around you comfortable with expressing their thoughts by ensuring they will not be attacked. Your goal is to learn, not judge. Mercury Sextile or Trine Neptune You are attracted to avenues of thought which defy the rational. When allowed your imagination takes you to places most people don’t know exist. The arts probably attract you as a form of personal expression. Mercury Sextile or Trine Pluto You are enthralled by hidden truths. You love to "uncover" the truth. Your mind is strong enough to allow you to explore the inner-core of consciousness. You probably are attracted to the mysterious and occult.

Venus In Pisces Where Venus appears on your chart will provide you with information on how you relate to others on an emotional level. The depth of your feelings is nearly bottomless. You are both full of passion and compassion. Sometimes it isn’t clear which of the two traits is playing the lead role in who you create a relationship with. You are a true giver, and neither ask or expect anything in return from those who receive from you. Your romanticism is stirred by your rich imagination. You believe there is a perfect mate for you and everyone, and probably have a well structured model of the ideal lover for you. Sensitivity and creativity attract you. It would not be surprising if you were involved with someone in the arts and took on the role as muse. Venus Opposition or Square Uranus About the only thing you do quicker than falling in love is falling out of love. Your affairs of the heart tend to begin with massive amounts of unrestrained passion, but this high state of energy ends quickly and boredom sets in. Also your need for personal freedom quickly makes any traditional relationship feel a bit oppressive. Venus Sextile or Trine Pluto The intensity of your passion either draws people to you or makes them flee! You are capable of such deep emotion some really do find it disconcerting. You are very charming and those of your sexual preference find you very attractive. You can be a bit of a manipulator.

Mars In Pisces Mars is the planet of action. Its placement on your chart will indicate your level of aggression and competitiveness. Your gentle nature makes you willing to surrender before fighting. Your life is not driven by a need to achieve or win or be number one. Ideally you will set off on your own path in search of your true spiritual self. You are an explorer, but the plane on which explore is too lofty for most to attain. Because your aspirations are so out of sync with the masses your life's path may be difficult on the material level. However, inwardly your creative mind and inherent sense of the cosmos will provide with a colorful life few of us will ever have the privilege to experience.

Jupiter In Libra Jupiter deals with where the Universe is definitely on your side. Your diplomatic skills and ability to keep things in balance make you a great team-player. People know you will treat them fairly and listen to their side of a story without bias. You have a knack for finding solutions that benefit all sides of a conflict. Jupiter Conjunct Saturn You are not likely to reach beyond your grasp. Having a good measure of reality allows you to set your goals to aim for what is possible. You approach projects with a well disciplined, analytical vent and the staying power to see even the longest projects through to a successful end. Its probable you underestimate your abilities at times.

Saturn In Libra Saturn probes our sense of inadequacy. Where Saturn is on your chart will provide a key to where you feel your weakest. For you intimacy may be more of a chore than a pleasure.

Uranus In Sagittarius Because of distance Uranus is from the Sun, its astrological influence is measured in increments of 7 years. What this means is that the effects of Uranus influence an entire generation. The placement of Uranus on your chart denotes an area where you can expect the unexpected from the Universe and yourself. Because of distance Uranus is from the Sun, its astrological influence is measured in increments of 7 years. What this means is that the effects of Uranus influence and entire generation. Your generation is noted for their creative development, optimism and vision. Your focus general focus is on shaping the future. For your generation the here and now is simply a base from which to leap into tomorrow.

Neptune In Sagittarius Because of distance Neptune is from the Sun, its astrological influence is generally measured in increments of 14 years. What this means is that the effects of Neptune will influence an entire generation in a like manner. Neptune is the Astrological Wildcard. The area in which Neptune appears on your chart is a place where there are no rules. Anything can happen. You are member of a generation of dreamers and purveyors of the future. You and your contemporaries are very broad-minded and thrive on new forms of spirituality. Traditional religions are far too dogmatic to serve you well, so you are very likely to explore alternative routes to find your spiritual self. Neptune Trine Pluto You were born in a period when there was an underlying current of spiritual awareness prevailed. Collectively your generation has a desire to increase the depths of their spiritual self.

Pluto In Libra Because of the distance Pluto is from the Sun, its astrological influence is generally measured in increments ranging from 12 to 30 years. What this means is that the effects of Pluto influence an entire generations. The Pluto/Leo collective includes people born within a 12 year time span. Those under the Pluto/Leo influence want to improve how people communicate on both a social and personal level. You feel much of the world's problems stem from poor communication, so the best way to create a better world is to create more effective forms of relating to one another as individuals as well as groups. People of this generation truly want to create a more harmonious world in which to live. To do so they are often quick to lessen the importance of their differences and concentrate on what is important to all humans.

More About Pisces

Famous Pisceans: George Washington, Albert Einstein, George Frederick Handel, Elizabeth Taylor, Cindy Crawford, Kurt Cobain, David Gilmour, Gloria Vanderbilt, Gutenberg, Sibil Leek, Ralph Nader, Edgar Cayce, Sidney Poitier, Elizabeth Barrett Browning, and Chris Casale Ideal Occupations: Pisceans are well-suited to careers as veterinarians, biologists, artists, doctors, musicians, psychologists and mediums. Lucky Numbers: 12, 21, 39, 48, 57 Pisceans Are Usually Most Compatible With: Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces Planet: Neptune Element: Water Star Stone: Moonstone