Ten days left!

Exited and a bit nervous about my trip to Japan!

Meeting alot of people this time (I hope!) and some I've only talked to briefly online. >.<

I trust all of them not to be psychos though. lol

I'm worried about the heat. My skin might go crazy like last time. Huge acne warning! :(

If that happens again I'll go to a salon and maybe they can help me.

I'll go to a salon here before I go and get a big treatment that might help prevent any disasters.

I just sent some requests on www.couchsurfing.com . Hoping to surf in Okinawa and Tochigi.

But first thing to see when I get there is the GUNDAM! lol

Ja mata ne!

radwimps

Watch this. It'll make you feel good. ^____________^

ONE OK ROCK

My favourite band right now. I'm in love with his voice.

I wish I could see them live in Japan in September. Maybe I can go with a friend.

There's a storm blowing in.

I'm hungry.

Tired.

Lonely.

Sad.

I wish I could sleep for three weeks.

In swedish!

Still don't wanna talk about it.

Doing things to keep my mind busy.

Updated the karaoke playlist with five new versions of old song!

Get IMEEM to listen to the full versions.

Gonna play some FFXII now.

I'm dreading going to work on monday.

Everyone might have found out about me by then.

Work is the worst place to be for me right now.

Everythings physical so I'm constantly reminded that my fingers hurt and the thoughts and worries just build up in my head.

I gotta get through it though.

Three more weeks and then I'll be in Japan. <3

I hope I can meet all my friends there.

I miss them.

Crap

I just found out I have rheumatoid arthritis. :(

It occurs in 1% of the population so I feel like I just won the lottery...OF CRAP!

Maybe I should go play on the real lottery since I seem to be so lucky?

Hello another unexplainable disease.

Thanks.

D:

Working full time sucks!!!

Every day I'm so tired.

The weather sucks too and I think I'm getting a cold.

To survive this month of full time hell I'm gonna need alot of good music and chocolate!

And time to rest in the weekends. and to think of the money I'm making.

Been invited to a party tomorrow but I don't know if I'll go. It might be fun but...

...maybe I can't enjoy it. :/ For a couple of reasons. Secret ones.

Last night I had a dream about Onch! That was fun. :D

He was like my collegue but not where I work now. He was in an office and I walked in like "Hey Onch ^^)

And we went out. Going down a spiral staircase by sliding down the "pole" in the middle and not actually walking on the stairs. o.0 And then I don't remember much but we were outside and at some point we were scared of something. lol

Anyway it was so fun hanging out with Onch in my dream. XD

I wanna hunt ghosts.

\(^.^)/

Happy birthday Gackt!

The weather has been so nice I haven't had time to blog for a few days.

Anyway I'm too lazy to blog right now.

Later!