Interesting dream.

I had a dream last night that I was looking at drawings by someone.

They were the type of drawings that can be seen as two different things.

Like optical illusions.

The drawings in my dream were really cool but I have never seen them before in real life.

I just wish I could remember them.

This makes me feel like I have the potential to create really cool things but when I'm concious I can't find those ideas in myself.

My brain showed them to me last night so apparently I have good ideas in there somewhere.

I only remember one of the drawings, still a bit vaguely though.

It was two cats that could also be seen as mushroom clouds over the horizon.

However, I am aware that sometimes something seems to make more sense in dreams.

When you think about it in reality it just doesn't work.

I have had dreams before about writing really good songs.

But I forgot them when I woke up.

Wish I could live more in dreams.

Reality sucks most of the time.

For a minute, I lost myself.

I thought it was going too fast but I just went along with it.

Turns out that was not a good idea.

But it's ok.

Once in a while, to dream.

And live in that dream for a little while.

Now I'm back to reality and it feels better.

I feel calm.

I can let it go.

Tonight I'm sending my wish out to the universe.

I can wait for it to come true.

I know it will someday.

Then maybe I'll be swept away again.

But that's another story.

How does it know? :O

Daily numeroscope: 3

If you haven't explored the possibilities when it comes to making money from your creative talents, Three, today is a good day to check things out. The vibration of an Eight day can have your entrepreneurial side going in full swing. Consider researching the local outlets in your community that sell the things you create. Many Flea Markets and Farmer's Markets feature handcrafted items and there are an infinite number of seasonal sales in which you could become involved. There's also the possibility of selling your wares through the Internet. Explore your options today and see what you can do.

Does he really...?

YOUR ANSWER: YES
Sometimes it is better to lie then to hurt someone's feelings. Telling the truth is a good general rule, but there are times when the truth serves no purpose beyond hurting a person, as in the case of someone saying something mean about their lover when they were under the influence of nonsense - they don't mean it, and will regret saying it.

I want it.

Can I just get a chance?

I'm sick of being so unsure.

Can't things just be simple?

I trust you, you trust me.

Not gonna give up so easily.

I've found something so good.

<3

Ok, that's it.

Warning lights are on. Defences going up.

How could I think this time would be any different?

Party tomorrow.

Gonna dress up as a vampire I think. lol

Wah, I feel a bit stressed today.

Tomorrow my mom's coming over to help me clean. XD

Ok, yeah, I guess I need it.

I'm getting a visitor next week so I have to clean.

That reminds me I haven't checked on couchsurfing.org for a while.

Meeting people from other countries is fun so I should try to host more for couchsurfers.

Feels so good to have the day off tomorrow. And then only work two days next week. :D

Today I'm wearing fake glasses. People think I'm wierd but I like my glasses. I think I look really cute in them. :P

My halloween costume and my friend Majsan. I won second place for best costume at the party and then I took a walk downtown and had lots of people greet and bow to me. lol

So much fun. I wish I could dress like that every day! ;)