Silly me.

Gackts new single is awesome.

Just wanted to say that. *feeling fangirly* XD

Today has been just another day in the endless seeming row of days in my life.

Work...sucks.

But I had Gackt in my ear the whole day long and that made it better. ;)

I really wanna loose more weight. It's too slow! >.<

Maybe I cheat too much. I haven't really figured out how to eat alot of fat yet.

I can't just eat fat. I can drink cream but that has some sugar in it.

I need to really try harder to eat more fat and stay away from anything with carbs.

Lately I've been eating alot of bbq chicken. But that's mostly protein. I need more fat. XD

I wanna be skinny when I go to Japan this year.

I only have two months to do it. >.<

Theoretically I should be able to loose atleast 8kg in that time. Then I would definately be skinny.

My BMI is now normal. 25 I think last time I checked. So I still have some room for improvement. ;)

My biggest weakness is chocolate.

Wow, that was some shallow thoughts. ;P

But even I have those.

It's just that I've never been thin so I'd like to know what it's like.

Atleast now I can really feel that happening someday in the not too far distant future. :D

There is hope!

Good night!