I want my perfect skin back.

I want my skin to look like it did when I was a teenager.

I didn't have acne then. I want my skin back to the way it was before it was ruined by hormones or depression or the crap I was eating or whatever it was that fucked everything up. :(

Now it feels like it'll never recover even though the worst acne has gone.

I still have little bumps and clogged pores everywhere.

Yes, I clean my face. I even go to a dermatologist twice a month. I eat well and I drink alot of water.

So when is my skin gonna clear up? Am I doomed to have this crap skin for the rest of my life?

I would love to not need tons of make-up everyday to cover up.

Anyway...I think my new favourite colour is yellow.